Barracks Cover

Senior DI

barrackscover — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 13:33:33 +0000

I don’t know if I mentioned this before but I just recently saw my Senior DI at a club; a gay club! I remember a while ago a DI from the same company different platoon was touring my squadron and came into my shop. I recgonized him so we started talking about boot and he mentioned my senior, saying “we always thought he was soft, a little gay”. My senior would smile a lot and wasn’t very aggressive. He was on top of his shit but always seemed a little soft for sure. I never suspected he was gay while in boot camp but in hindsight all the signs were there! He was attractive but unfortunately not really my type.

I approached him in the club and he remembered me, which was cool. Of course my first question was “who was your favorite recruit?” and he named the usual stud muffins: the tall, thick, muscular, masculine mid western guys!! He said he thought our guide was an idiot- thank god the DIs were on the same page with the rest of the platoon!! We chatted a bit and exchanged numbers. I saw him once or twice more but never really connected further. I suspect he’s out of the Corps now, and if not, most likely a 1st Sgt. now.

Just goes to show gay Marines are everywhere, in all corridors of the Corps.

**Boot Camp and MCT are still my best memories from my time in. Nothing quite compares to the sights, sounds, and smells of those initial 5 months. What are some of your most poignant memories from boot camp?! I’ve got MILLIONS I could share. Share yours!**

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hello Dooley

barrackscover — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 05:57:21 +0000

Derek Dooley, the ‘Volunteers’ new coach, is a hottie…I know he may not be your typical stud but I have a soft spot for guys like this. I remember when I was in 5th grade I was in the Cub Scouts. We had our annual Scout camping trip at Mission Bay in San Diego. After swimming at the beach all day our troop leader herded all us pre-pubescent boys to the public shower on the camp ground. Of course, it was your typical locker room shower—a large room with shower heads along the wall. This was probably the first time any of us boys were to shower in front of each other, let alone a full grown man. He was a tall, southern, muscular guy with a broad hairy chest. I remember it well!! This was the first man I saw naked and I’m convinced my daddy issues trace back to that shower scene!! I could NOT take my eyes off of him. He was a gorgeous dad. He showered with all us boys every night that week, making sure every one of us dutifully scrubbed all the appropriate areas. Indeed my favorite week of childhood…

Derek Dooley reminds me of him. He had this look.

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back…

barrackscover — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 20:28:02 +0000

I’ve been away a long time but I’ve decided to come back. There’s been quite a few developments in my ‘case’. I met a guy who turned out to be in a relationship. Long story short; his partner is out for revenge and decided to share my secret with my command. The last few months have been a roller coaster. I’ll let you know what’s happened so far…shortly

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Why am I always caught?

barrackscover — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 01:44:18 +0000

I was basically caught in the act by a buddy of mine. A Marine. I was in my bedroom with *another Marine doing my civic duty when a friend of mine-a straight one- started pounding on my door. Why? I don’t know! So what did I do? I ignored the pounding and continued with what I was doing. I figured the idiot at the door would leave but that didn’t happen. Anyway, I’m laying on my back with a 6ft 2 stud inside me when my door creeps open! Yes…Im laying naked with another guy on top of me, naked himself, and my buddy walks in. The look on his face was beyond classic. Speechless he was!!! But interestigly he didn’t overreact but instead said “wow I’ll leave you two alone for a bit”! At this point I really didn’t know what to do and I was close anyways so after he left me and Bryan (my top) finished what we were doing. We cleaned up quick and he left in a hurry. I called my straight intruder friend up and he came to my room. He told me he was pretty shocked at what he just saw but had doubts about my masculnity for several months. Me and him have been pretty close for some time now so it’s no surprise he was catching on to my secret. He said he was cool with the idea of gay guys because he grew up in a liberal area of manhattan. He worked at Equinox in Times square so he saw gays everyday. Not to mention gays have been bleeding over from neighboring Chelsea into Hells Kitchens for years. He was, for me, the perfect Marine to catch me in a gay act! We discussed what just happen for several hours, while I endured intense questioning. At some point he seemed a little too interested but I’m only dreaming of course!

But in the end he was super cool about the situation and I felt good knowing I could trust someone with my secret. Not all Marines are bigot homophones.

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Hate is a strong word

barrackscover — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 07:03:40 +0000

Gosh, I get alot of “Hate Mail”! It’s a shame we live in a world where bigotry still runs rampant! I guess if I’m putting my life out there, there’s bound to be people who dont agree with it and thats all fine and good. With my vandalized barracks door and the excessive hate mail lately, I’m really doing great! A few people pointed out that I wasnt a “real Marine”. I guess graduating the same boot camp as you doesnt count? Or the 300 PFT? Not even the 1st Swim Class huh?! What’s a boy to do. I work my ass off to excel physically and mentally at my job but just because I’m gay means im not good enough? Look around “honey”, there’s gays EVERYWHERE and your just ignorant to the fact. For any of you straight military folks reading, take a look at your NCO or your Gunny, next time you have formation think about the Captain standing in front of the formation! Some of them are gay, I can guarantee it, and they’re probably checkin’ out your ass when you walk away!!

I met a gay sailor at a bar a while back who said there was a whole underground “network” of military gays in San Diego. From e-1 all the way 0-7 (the he knows of). They represent…haha…Now that I’m back in the city I want to get more involved. I need to make me a few friends of the same persuasion.

Anyhow, speaking of my recent troubles, tell me about your experience as a gay service member. Were you ever discovered, how did you live a double life?! Comment please, it’ll make me feel better knowing theres others who weathered the storm…

I’m back again…

barrackscover — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 06:02:57 +0000

Summer has come and gone (for me at least). I took 2 weeks of leave as well as a few weeks of PTAD in Virginia. I had an amazing time off only to come back to San Diego and a load of problems…my barracks room had flooded while I was away and quite a few of my things have been ruined…no one took the liberty to tell me this when it happened?! Apparently someone saw me in hillcrest (another marine) with a guy and proceeded to spread homosexual rumors about me around the squadron. My barracks room door was vandalized as a result of this (with the word FAG etched in the metal)! I had to answer questions from my superiors as to why someone would write this on my door! On top of all that my sexual Marine buddy has been shipped off overseas, most likely to Afghanistan. Of course I am most bummed about this…he really kept me going, literally!!!

I can only imagine what will come of the gay rumors floating around..I have met a few guys who went through hell when their secrets got out. Lets hope that doesn’t happen to me. Well, I suppose I’m happy to be back in town but I’m a little worried where things are going. It’s off to the shower and bed for now. I hope to write every day from now on as my life is about to get interesting.

Ooh Rah

I’m back…

barrackscover — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 15:24:59 +0000

It’s been a whirlwind last couple of weeks. I have been super busy and I apologize to everyone for not updating sooner!!! I was doing some training on the East Coast and didn’t have access to a private computer. The only laptop available was shared by a bunch of people, so I felt it safe to stay away from this blog (you never know whose watching). I had a week off after that, which I spent in Virginia visiting some friends (straight friends). I’m now in the airport in DC waiting for my flight to arrive (which has already been delayed 2 hours). I’ll by flying to NYC, then to Denver, and into San Diego.

I never realized how hot a man can look in a black suit carrying a briefcase. They are everywhere here in DC! Would that be considered a fetish?! How I’d love to head to a bathroom some where and have some fun with one of these suits: but the recent ordeal with that one Senator comes to mind, so I’m over that..

The wireless connection is really spotty where I’m sitting, so I’m going to keep this short. Basically, I’m BACK! I haven’t died or anything…I’ll try and post in NYC or Denver (if I have a layover in one of those cities). I have alot to tell…

F*^king like Rabbits

barrackscover — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 05:50:16 +0000

After losing myself to the MP from Ohio I realized how awesome it is to be gay! There is absolutely no way a woman can make a man feel better than another man can in bed…The MP & I have redefined the saying “fucking like rabbits”. The number of times we’ve fu*ked is going to need more than two hands pretty soon! It’s exciting having a gorgeous man only a few doors down, who, with just a simple call, will come over and indulge all my sexual fantasies. He came over our 2nd night in his woodland cammies and we did a little role play. I’m a little embarrassed to say talk about it, but he “arrested” me, handcuffed me, made me get on my knees and talked to me real dirty while I had my fun with his *&$#. It’s so exhilarating being on my knees with him naked standing in front of me. I always fantasized about times like this when I would watch porn, but you never think you’ll get a man that looks this perfect.

The only problem with our new “relationship” is that he’s a few ranks higher than I am and we can exactly be seen hanging out in public (at least not on any military base or around other Marines). We are planning a trip to Yosemite & San Francisco in the next couple weeks for a weekend. It’ll be nice to get away and spend some time together in the open and not have to hide behind closed doors. I should mention we dont just have sex but actually talk!! We are really getting to know each other. He’s a very nurturing guy and has been out to his friends/family for years now so it’s nice to be able to talk to someone who knows what im going through/feeling. There’s a calming effect when he’s around me and it feels like everything is going to be ok. It’s times like these when you realize how much Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell is unfair. The times when you’d like to not have to hide your feelings for someone.

I finished a painting I’ve been working on. You might think it’s corny, but I really like it. I guess deep down I hope you guys like it but of course I’m a little self conscious and worry no one will. I will show you all tomorrow….

A Virgin No More…

barrackscover — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:50:29 +0000

I met a Marine tonight in Hillcrest (San Diego’s Gay area). I was at the bookstore reading a magazine when he came up to me and started asking me a bunch of questions about my job. He was using military lingo and obviously knew what he was talking about. Sure enough he was a Marine, living in the same barracks building as I. What are the odds? He is a 26 year old MP (military police). Very cute, from Ohio. We talked for quite some time, and eventually made our way to the “porn” store. The whole time we were looking around at the movies I wanted to just ask him to come back to my room so we can “have some fun”. Thank God I didn’t even have to ask. He grabbed a condom off the shelf, looked at me and said “You wanna?”. Didn’t have to ask me twice. As you all know, I was a “gay virgin” until tonight, and I had always considered saving it for an important guy. But I figured what the hell, an NSA hook up with a hot ass Marine is a *perfect* way to lose my virginity. We bought the condoms, lube, and some poppers and drove back to my place. I was hard as a rock the entire ride. I kept staring at his gorgeous legs, dreaming of what was to come!

It crossed my mind for a second if what we were about to do was risky (getting caught), but the excitement was too much to handle. I turned on the tv so there was background noise and we both sat down on my bed. There was a few seconds of awkward silence, as we waited for each other to make the first move. He finally just grabbed me and shoved his tongue in my mouth. We made out for what seemed forever before his hands slipped into my shorts. I’ve never felt anything better. We undressed each other, turned off the lights, and got in the 69 position. We didn’t leave my bed for at least a few hours. We used 5 condoms and both took turns on top. He has a very large Eagle Globe & Anchor tattoo on his back that turned me on even more looking at it as I F*&ked him. I must say though, I think I prefer being on the bottom!!! He was at least 7.5 (smooth white cut). I’ll spare you the rest of the scintillating details, but I can say this was the best night of my life. It was amazing for sure!!

The fact that he lives only a few doors down from me is the shocking part. Who would’ve thought. There are gay Marines everywhere! Of course we made plans for several more nights to follow. and of course, I will keep you updated on how it goes.

Fake Overdose?

barrackscover — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:08:34 +0000

It seemed like things had started to calm down for my buddy who was recently discovered (see yesterday’s post). This morning I went to his barracks room to drag him out of bed and make sure he made it to work. I knocked on his door a few times before walking in unannounced. I found him lying on his bed naked and two bottles of opened pills spilled all over his night-stand. He appeared to be more drunk than drugged and smelt like straight up liquor. It was a horrible sight and for a split second I thought he could be dead. I immediately called the MPs/Paramedics and waited with him till they came.

He slipped in and out of consciousness and talked and said a few short things to me. I know he was really down because the last thing he wanted was to get kicked out of the Corps. He always talked about being a “lifer” (someone who stays in the military till retirement) but that was all impossible now. Was today’s horrific scene all because someone found out he was gay?! Or is there an underlying problem with this guy that needs to be addressed?! I dont know him well enough to know his past before he joined the Marines, but he always seemed relatively stable and free of drama. It’s just a sad situation…

After the paramedics took him away I noticed the two bottles of pills looked brand new and almost full. I wonder if he got drunk to make it look as though he was drugged and was faking an overdose?! He’s been taken to Balboa Hospital and is in the psych ward (apparently). My ENTIRE day after the drama of the morning was spent answering questions and retelling my account of what I saw…I guess I just hope he’s alright.

Beyond that, I’ve really been meaning to head up to Hillcrest the last few days. I need my gay fix for the week!! I like meeting new people randomly on the streets or in coffee shops. Gays seem to be friendlier than the usual strangers so I love perusing Hillcrest for possible new friends/lovers! The most pressing issue is LUBE. I ran out last night and need more. I really need a boyfriend….He’ll do…

I’ve been getting alot of flak lately from my female friends for finding this guy attractive. His name is Ernests Gulbis, a Latvian pro tennis player. He was recently in the French Open Quarterfinals (where he sadly lost). He’s only 19 and a newcomer to the “big stage” of tennis. I’ve never seen him before this week but instantly fell in love.

The one on the right *the young one*. He’s cute right?! Someone please comment with either a yes or no. I need to know I’m not alone…